i really like my class ler... very funny bunch of pple... always make me laugh which is a v gd thing... really enjoy everybody's company.. a sad thing is tat quite a number of us mayb changing courses... so we wun be in the same class anymore... esp cass ong who will be quite definitely switching courses... hmm... gonna miss everyone a lot.... hais.... yet another separation....well, i guess this is life...
anyway, these few weeks have been a like "hell" for me... really... like sitting on a roller-coaster... emotions running high n low... crying for quite some time too...i think my close frens shld know how lousy im feelin now... n i have shocked some classmates of mine last sat... sorry abt tat... i oso hope i can be really really happy... jus like the past... dun wan to be upset cos' of him... dun wan to cry cos' of him... wan to lead a life w/o his existence.... w/o the past, the memories... i wiish i can do all this... but i just cant...
i just hope u can grant this last wish of mine... u know wat is it... after tat... i can only wish u all the best n hope u can find some 'normal'... someone who u really really like... i dun wish to make things difficult for u... jus give me time to forget abt u... pls dun forget abt me... dun forget the memories.. dun forget that there's someone who really loves u... im still hoping a miracle to happen but i better delete tat thought b4 i get hurt again... the birds in the sky are better.... free of troubles and worries... free of pain n tears... i will be up in the sky looking at u frm afar... shou hu zhe ni... be happy...=)

posted by pam @ 10:56 PM